Dear User,
I have the following problem. I've since started as a training 01:09:09 Fachinformatikerin. The year 2009 was not necessarily good for me because in there with me (fortunately) benign tumor was discovered, but was not operated on. Have the basis of all investigations and interviews 200 km further away then have to cancel my high school because I could not be evaluated. Have the basis of which "only" my diploma.
Back to the topic. Since I'm in training I have extreme problems with the sick days. I have since I was 12 years old have chronic problems with the stomach (nausea, about cramps, diarrhea, etc.) which can be aggravated by stress. I get colds easily, have almost always inflamed in the blood, iron content in the basement and circulatory problems [all-to say nothing of such serious days, for use with incontinence pad 19 is a must
]. Accordingly, I have already because of my days at least 2 days a month where I was missing, because I hardly get out of bed.
yes I live in the house of my in-laws, which is not suitable to adequately sealed. This means that it runs like this pike soup. Although even the extra outer shutters are down it takes, you have overnight then more neck pain.
I have now because I miss a cold and still own complaints have been over 40 days of absence. This is not to be wild, as my instructor said, because every time a certificate was present without exception, but it does not stop easily.
I have now the requirement that a certificate must be available (previously did not have to have done everything yet) and I have it also be present, but I'm still with each disease. Have very bad cold since Monday (almost flu), but was Mondays only on sick leave. It was from and then right again, then it got worse. one I've got nothing more (pressure on ears and forehead), neck pain, then very strong cough (Saturday so strong that nausea occurred 7 times just because of cough), I can not concentrate, colds, circulatory problems [almost tipped over] and I is simply not good. [With all the stuff tried: 2 different types of cough syrup, nasal spray, tea with fennel honey, tea with Rummel, Grippostat, Apsirin Compact, milk with honey, expectorants, cough drops to diarrhea, drink a lot but nothing helped [my sister same symptoms received antibiotics ... Nothing at all .. I]
I would not miss, I'll do things not on purpose I do not know what to do slowly.
I had Thursday and Friday (holiday) is free, so the disease there was not bad. The cold is again subsided a bit so I would say to themselves, okay so I can grade work in a way but I have morning when I go to work again 20 minutes - for 30 minutes in the cold (unvermeindlich), probably in the afternoon again, let alone that I am not now doing well.
I do not know what to do. My colleague says health is sick, I have only Fear this could happen if I once again missing something with my training.
My instructor also said there have been worse cases and I need to make me not worry, I just do not know whether this is connected with absence and tests, etc. at the Chamber together.
health is going really, I do not just simply what should I do
I have the feeling in my life, everything goes wrong (in a very short time more than 3 deaths (including a alcoholics and a grandfather of 5 different types of cancer), an Important Person brain tumor, fortunately survived, my mother with uterine cancer, my father with sugar, gout, hypertension, mother, then extreme high blood pressure, friend problems with the stomach, etc.) am
I emotionally very unstable, has never been strong and there is always something .
I just do not know how I get my life under control '(
excuse for a good cry,
